
Dear Friends,
I just read that Mark Linkous of the band 'Sparklehorse' committed suicide yesterday. He shot himself in the heart outside of one of his friends houses in Mick's hometown of Knoxville, Tennessee.
Hearing someone has taken their own life is always so sad and it makes you wonder what was going through their mind at the time. He was such a talented musician and true artist. Today a good friend of ours in Knoxville organized a memorial party to swap stories and share photos in honor of someone she [and many of our other friends knew] who was also a musician and who recently died of cancer. While the Hollywood elite celebrate their big wins on the silver screen, others mourn underground artists who were not a part of the mainstream. Someone very close to me killed herself many years ago and I have to just say that no matter how depressed you get, suicide it is not the answer. It may put you out of the pain but it leaves those you leave behind who love you with a pain and emptyness that lasts forever in their hearts long after you are gone. I speak from experience.
Over the years so many people have written me sharing their personal stories of rape, violence, child abuse, suicide and depression. I am not a therapist so sometimes it can be a bit overwhelming and scary reading some of these letters especially when the people writing are looking at me for answers but I'm just like everyone else and looking for my own answers. I write because that is my therapy just like it is for most musicians I suppose [or for those of us who don't do it for the money, fame or hot chicks anyway]. I write to relieve the ache, find the strength and often confront my own demons. I think Mark Linous felt the same way. He wrote haunting songs filled with entropic imagery, fragile beauty and allusive themes. Ironically the name of the song I am posting a video for below in the wake of his death is called "It's a Wonderful Life".
RIP tonight Mr Linous, you will be remembered.
TB[M]10





















